I Begin to dissipate, Forced between a wall in a violent state.
Distance myself from the world that caves in.
Tireless attempts with no means to an end.
Its like fighting a disease, that I create that suffocates.
Breathing in and out trying to find pace. It can’t go, it won’t drift away.
Stressing myself with the darkest fears, But the pressure grows deeper and deals its pain.
Restless thoughts with illusive dreams, conjure my reality.
Terminal, stuck with an illness, mentally deafening.
Deafening controls me, by the powers that be. Breaking me, set me free.
If I could cleanse my thoughts, I would lay it all to waste.
Grieving the thought of my skull crushes me, buried beneath the surface.
On edge, onus the feeling the auras around me.
Taking the first step to coalesce, I’ll fight the pain that buries me.